A COLLABORATION: The HUMAN EXPERIENCE

As I continue to experience life and being intentional and aware of and acknowledging my own perception of reality, I have come to awareness of action and desires that can and will untimely cause myself to create chaos and tension inside my own being. A pattern that continues to find its way to me through how I am able to connect with others and the energy I give to my surroundings.

Through my experience I have been able to identify a pain in me that continues to fester and ache. The pain the caused me to feel ecstatic being wanted or even needed. A toxic desire when wanting to create pure connection with people. I have become aware of this pain, this desire and have been able to identify the patterns it has created. Now I am able to work toward letting it go with love. The pain it created for me is what it took to see it as it is and grow from it. The hurt does not need to be held onto let it go and lead with love and experience.

The trauma responses life has created is not healthy, it stems from greed and not pure love. From pain of the past that continues to linger into our future through our own doing. A desire to be in control of anything other than our own reality. Looking inward has always been the light in the darkness, when life seems out of control the most you can do is control your peace of mind and let it flow.

Unconditional Love is one of the hardest thing I have decided to work towards in my life. The right people will honor the ability to Love and the wrong ones will try to use and manipulate your ability. It first starts will the ability to look within and take accountability for your actions and feelings. painful feelings are usually portrayed in not the nicest of ways. Even the thoughts we have had when pain is caused are not through love, against others or even yourself. accepting yourself is next and knowing that life is full of learning lessons if you let them be, growing from mistakes and letting go of hurt. We are the ones that let pain linger on us and give it to others continuing patterns and painful cycles. accepting people as they are and with their baggage because we all have it, but knowing when to protect your boundaries. All you can control is your own reality so don’t try to change them but let them go with love and keep your reality the way it needs to be.

Life is a wild ride but sharing It with the right people and continuing to learn and grow is what it’s about. It is not my job to control others reality only how you react and the steps you take to protect your reality while it flows with others.