A COLLABORATION: The HUMAN EXPERIENCE

It’s crazy how so many can desire you physically but don’t have the capacity to cherish you emotionally or spiritually. It’s even more crazy how there can be physical attraction and lust but no mental or emotional connection. With time that physical attraction goes away. Leaving nothing but silence. The physical can be attained like that…. with a snap of a figure but a connection mentally, emotionally, spiritually, doesn’t happen often. These deeper connections should be experienced and cherished they should be desired. I keep making decisions reminding me of this. Many will desire my body and energy but not many can experience my being because they can’t feed it. The material world is a wild illusion, people desire for no reason, causing anxiety and insecurity. We are suppose to experience life with our entire being that is why we have been given deep emotions and awareness of existence. But some live dulled because existing is easier that way. When you let everything inside you be experienced, how extremely beautiful to feel your being radiate outward onto all that in around rather than being trapped inside the body. How life bringing to just let go and flow.

I embrace the journey and the things I have experience, They give me the ability to better understand myself and what I desire. Better spot those who lust onto me for their own desires and those who care for my being. I bring to the table that which I desire. I learn lessons from the mistakes I made and how they make me feel. I control my reality and how I react to situations. I have the ability to be disciplined and stern on what I need and desire. I control the situation with my actions and voice and I control the outcome of an experience in the way that I handle my trauma. I am a growing being, always changing and transforming. It is okay to make mistakes, feel it, embrace your bodies reaction, understand it, learn from it how to control your actions and thoughts to protect your boundaries. Continue to let go of anxieties from the past, when they reappear from the depths of your mind as trauma does, remind yourself that you have had an undesirable experience that you have overcome, and although the mistake hurts and that feeling may never go away, bring yourself to peace and remember you are in control of your reality.

Breathe and be free of that which caused your harm. You can leave it behind if it doesn’t make you happy anymore. Have the most faith in yourself because nobody else can unless you do. Your energy is the most valuable currency, and can be magnified or drained. Notice how you respond to people and their energy. And don’t question your intuition. Become one with the being inside, Do not let your mind play tricks on you, your power is strong to create that which is around you and embrace it!