A COLLABORATION: The HUMAN EXPERIENCE

My calmness, knowingness, acceptance, understanding, and detachment from what I cannot change come from letting go of what I desire in the future and letting my being guide. I decided to stop letting the entity that speaks to me about fears and nerves have power over my actions. Of course I still hear my thoughts but instead of attaching my being to them and letting them consume my body and self worth I let them come and let them flow right by. Recognizing my uncertainty of the future but provide that feeling with acceptance, compassion, and comforting it with faith and trust in myself. I decided I can either let my thoughts consume the present moment and keep me frozen unable to make steps toward the future, or I can let go of the concept of knowing and do what I want today, without and agenda or timeline of the future. Fearful emotions come from the idea that we have any control over the outcome of the future or that we can predict it but in fact our being knows that we cannot so anxiety comes when our minds keep trying to force control. Letting go of the illusion of control will provide your energy the space it needs to flow and morph in unforeseen ways, without limits or chains holding it back. No box to fit it nor space to fill up just limitless possibility.

Dreams are hard work to follow, but when you let go of expectations or constructs that we have been molded by, the being will flow on its path, your subconscious and intuition will guide you. I was not given a clear desire to become something specific in our world. I was not called to follow an educational path or get a degree of any sorts. I desired to experience myself in all walks of life. I never saw myself connecting with energy work. Or even seeing the world in this way. But this was suppose to happen. My connection to the energetic aura of existence and to my people and planet surprises me. And following my internal guide was the best decision I ever made. My future is unknown but sharing my words and energy with the people around me fuels my destiny. I dulled my existence because that is how I could fit in, In that my being was clawing its way to get out, my decisions were made based on my thoughts and emotions rather than my intuitions, and my self worth dwindled to the attention of others. I will create the world that surrounds me with intention to grow and accept and experience all parts of the being. There is no amount of money that can buy my soul when my soul is suppose to be free.

Embrace the pandemonium and bring it peace. Share with it excitement and life bringing wonder. Express your truth and let it unwind. Do not fear the chaos tame it. Use it to grow your faith just as it uses fear to continue its disorder. Anything only has control over you mentally if you let it so be the master of your mind. Follow you.