The beginning of The Inside-out and Upside-down

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The night before:

Last night, I had a sort of mental breakdown, so to speak. Not that I couldn’t control it, but I found myself endlessly scrolling through social media. Knowing I was doing this to dissociate, I decided to do something useful. So, I found myself searching for jobs on the internet—none that I actually wanted. After a little freak-out, realizing I couldn’t find any that I wanted, I asked myself, “What do I actually want?” Instead of trying to answer the question as I intended it—for the future, as a job, with my life, to make money—I went to sleep at 7 pm, because that is exactly what I wanted to do.

I have these feelings of chaos, like I am not doing enough or what I want to do is not appropriate or realistic. But it reality all I need to do is what gives me energy. I commend people who live their life doing anything that is needed of them because I feel so blessed to have the options I do and the ability to follow my heart and soul and not just my head.

The morning of:

This morning April 24, 2024, I decided started this blog. It filled my will excitement and gave my life another purpose. I truly believe those who resinate with my words and passions will find my page and interacting with my writing and share their views and feelings and ideas and experience. We are all closer than we are led to believe. We are connected through our experiences end even just our being on this planet and I hope this blog can reach anybody who has a story to share and loves to see other perceptions of the human experience

Let the journey begin! ❤